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Saturday, 27 June 2009

  • and i hope that someday we could talk and forget that
    time ever drew distance between us. we could make a
    bridge out of words, as fragile as it might be, the awkward
    pauses and incomprehensible mumbling, twisting, and twining
    into some stronger foothold. someday, i might reach you and
    redeem myself but i wouldnt count on it anytime soon.


    you never heard me knocking on the door. i found you
    balled up on your bathroom floor. you told me everything
    in your defense and never understood the consequence. i
    won't console when you have control, every time's the last
    time but i know you'll go and do it again. yeah you'll do it again.

Friday, 19 June 2009

  • why waste so much time trying to reconcile just to say that you can't forgive...

     

     

     

     

     

     

    its all fucking ridiculous.
    i seriously give up this time.
    your shit isnt even fucking worth it anymore.

Monday, 15 June 2009

  • because i knew you, i have been changed for good

    the one thing that i still know
    is that you're keeping me down.

    every night you cry yourself to sleep
    thinking why does this happen to me
    why does every moment have to be so hard?

    so though i can't imagine how
    i hope you're happy right now.

    i wish i could help her see
    she means the world to me
    but the world it doesn't mean much to her.

    sometimes people leave you
    halfway through the wood
    others may decieve you
    you decide what's good.

    where did i go wrong? i lost a friend
    somewhere along in the bitterness
    and i would have stayed up with you all night
    had i known how to save a life.

Sunday, 14 June 2009

  • sing me something that you mean

    it made me wonder how many times we forgive
    just because we dont want to lose someone. even
    if they don't deserve our forgiveness.


    say goodbye to the people you
    dont need in your life...

    but thoughts, they change and
    times, they rearrange, i don't
    know who you are anymore.


    some say that time changes,
    best friends can become strangers.

    there's always certain people that,
    no matter how long you haven't talked
    to them, they're still the first ones you
    think about telling things to.


    you taught me so much and now
    we don't even talk to eachother;
    i guess that's what happens..

    heres to old memories,
    new begginnings,
    and taking chances.
    things are gonna change but
    maybe that's what i need afterall.


    it is the absolute worst feeling
    when someone hurts you and
    they have no idea..

    it hurts so bad to be alone.

Thursday, 11 June 2009

  • my life would suck without you

    you don't know me, you don't even care
    you don't know me, you don't wear my chains.


    speak, speak your mind. you're always
    telling me i need to open mind. and wait,
    wait your turn then shut me out cause
    you've got nothing left to learn.

    through the wind and the rain she stands
    hard as a stone in a world that she can't
    rise above. but her dreams give her wings
    and she flies to a place where she's loved.
    concrete angel.


    there's no one in town i know.
    you gave us some place to go.
    i never said thank you for that
    i thought i might get one more chance.

    i grabbed some frozen strawberries so i
    could ice your bruising knees but frozen
    things they all unfreeze and now i taste like
    all those frozen strawberries i used to chill
    your bruising knees, hot july aint good to
    me, im pink and black and blue for you.

    all my bags are packed, im ready to go,
    i'm standin here outside your door, i
    hate to wake you up to say goodbye.
    but the dawn is breaking, its early morn,
    the taxis waitin, he's blowin his horn,
    already i'm so lonesome i could die.

    should i give up or should i just keep
    chasing pavements even if it leads nowhere.
    or would it be a waste even if i knew my place,
    should i leave it there?


    as my memory rests
    but never forgets what i lost
    wake me up when september ends.

    and i don't know
    how to be fine when im not.

    when darkness turns to light
    it ends tonight, it ends tonight.

    dont you worry about the distance
    im right there if you get lonely
    give this song another listen.


    and i've done all i can to stand on
    her steps with my heart in my hands.
    now i'm starting to see, maybe it's
    got nothing to do with me.

    well open up your mind and
    see like me, open up your plans
    and damn you're free.


    and the bars are finally closed
    so i try living in the moment
    til the moment, it just froze
    and i felt sick and so alone.

    i think you need to stop following
    miserys lead shine away shine away
    shine away, isnt it time you got over
    how fragile you are always waiting
    on your super nova cause thats who
    you are and you've only begun to shine.


    i talk to you as to a friend
    i hope thats what you've
    come to be. it feels as though
    we've made amends, like we
    found a way eventually.

    and you don't want to be here in the future
    so you say the presents just a pleasant interruption
    to the past and you don't want to look much closer
    cause you're afraid to find out all the hope you had
    sent into the sky by now had crashed. and it did
    because of me.


    if i ever leave this world alive
    i'll take on all the sadness that i left behind.

    if you were falling
    then i would catch you.


    sing me a song tell me about the
    things that you're dealing with lately
    i dont understand how you could
    sing to me lies let them linger inside
    of me give me a reason to stay with
    you just let me know so i can run
    away faster than ever before.

    im depressed upstairs
    and im remembering where
    and when and how and why
    you had to go so far.

    best friends, they come and go
    depending on your highs and your lows.

    there ain't no reason things are this way
    it's how theyve always been and they
    intend to stay. i dont know why we live
    this way, we do it everyday.

    i don't wanna waste another moment
    saying things we never meant to say.

    and even though im angry i can still say
    i know my heart will break the day
    when you peel out and drive away
    i can't believe this happened.


    is that what you call tact? your as subtle
    as a brick to the small of my back. so lets
    end this call and end this conversation
    and is that what you call a getaway?
    tell me what you got away with.
    cause you left the frays from the ties you
    severed when say best friends means friends forever.

    listen up now honey, you're gonna be sorry.
    can't get out from under a sky that is falling.


    if there's no one beside you when your
    soul embarks, then i'll follow you into the dark.

fruitloop000

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